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Friday, December 29, 2006, 3:04 PM
COMPUTER BROKE DOWN.
IM DEAD AND ROTTING.
PLEASE CONTINUE TAGGING.
LOVE LOVE LOVE =)
LUFFY.
Thursday, December 21, 2006, 9:41 PM
PHOTO ON POPULAR DEMAND Han+Bao
If you don't know what they are, fyi, they are FHM poker cards. Btw, I'm doing this under the request of HAN. I don't take embarrasing photos and post them without permission okay. =) The Infamous BENG me. XD
My hairstylist is cute. =D Seriously, I kinda liked that hair colour. But my mom would probably be waiting for me with a shaver if I did come home with that. Replies: HAN: Hahahaha. DONE.
Bao: EH. Who's the one reading FHM??? haha.
Danial: 2 pieces? naw, im ok with that. thx!
Lee: haha, ok.
Kendrick: YES KENDY?
Aries: well, it wasnt easy to persuade her.
Mark: hey im no mat!!! haha.
SuHui: Heyaa!!!
Nat: You're an asshole. As always. =D
Monday, December 18, 2006, 7:22 PM
OHH LA LA~
HAPPY DAY =)
Hohoho. I got to dye my hair earlier.
And played soccer in the rain.
Ok. Replies to taggers.
I lazy tag so much.
Mich: No, the post was not meant for you. =) and its dark purple. =D
Lee: Muahahha. You have seen!
Kenn: Wah lau dont insult my favourite colour lehhhh. =(
Dallas: WHAT BENG? BENG HIGHLIGHT PURPLE OKAY. You Emo Boy AH. =)
Amirah: Why thank you my LITTLE junior. =)
Saturday, December 16, 2006, 4:18 PM
OK. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I NEED TO SAY THIS OUT LOUD.
GOOD NEWS.
MY MOM ALLOWED ME TO DYE MY HAIR PURPLE NEXT WEEK.
YAY.
BAD NEWS.
I'M GOING TO MISS COUNTDOWN TO 2007 BECAUSE I'M GOING AWAY FOR HOLIDAY ON THE 31ST.
WTF. OMG SO SIAN.
Friday, December 15, 2006, 6:09 PM
You claim you have lots of friends. You like to socialize. You claim you are well-liked by everyone you know and you can clique with any of them at any time, getting to know more about them. You cherish friendships, even though you know how sour things can get. You smile. You rarely blame things on your friends. You don't do things to others that you don't want them to do to you. You like to help people, sometimes even at the expense of your time, energy and resources. You like to spend quality time and bond with others. You like to rectify the actions of others. You are very optimistic.
Yet, you are alone.Labels: Re-discovering Myself
Wednesday, December 13, 2006, 2:00 AM
People can be nice.
In fact, people can be VERY nice. But no matter how nice they are, there's always those little things that really TICK them off. What 'things' you ask? Well, SENSITIVE issues for starters. It may not be sensitive to you, but it is to them.
People have limits.
First, he'll just be nice and ask you to stop it. If you don't, he'll really urge you to stop it. If you are such an ass, he'll take it seriously and REALLY urges you to stop it.
If you don't? Well, let me tell you that you had just been the cause of an unhappy soul out of the already present milions and billions all over the world.
I do tease my friends and make fun of them, for instance, calling a Non-PR Malaysian friend "M'sia" or making fun of my friends' names and events that happened to them. But at least I know WHEN to stop, and I do know how sensitive certain issues are to them.
Stuff like this may be fresh at the start. But eventually, it'll rot. Thats when you're supposed to throw it away. Please do.
If you are really such an ass, you've wronged and now, you've lost a friend.
But sitting here, sulking and ignoring doesn't feel nice.
And being the person I am, I'll eventually forget about this incident.
Let this be the last time.
Now you know.
Don't do it again.
You've just seen me Tick. Don't make me go Tock.Labels: be nice?
Friday, December 08, 2006, 7:24 AM
Morning..
I took a walk
and I noticed you
happy as usual
I greet you
You react
in that silly way
We all laugh
-
I got bored
thats when
I saw you again
so we talk
and talk
as time flies
it got dark
so we bid farewell
-
I was down
depressed
I snapped and scowled
your message pops up on my screen
instantaneously
I smiled
I ranted out my sorrows at you
you listened
that cheered me up
soon we got sleepy
and went to bed
-
You went on trips
I stayed and waited
You came back
I smiled
I was the first
to call you
-
Time goes by
we became closer
friends
and enjoyed
each other's company
and I wished
that I could make you see
that by my side
is where you ought to be
-
So I started to ask you out
we watched movies
we played pool
we had dinner
I accompanied you home
even though you insisted not to
-
We walked by the beach
barefooted together
the night was cold
the stars were bright
your hand
they found mine
we looked into each other's eyes
we smiled
-
on a rock
over-seeing the sea
we sat together
thats when I sang to you
that you're beautiful
just the way you are
and I love it all
every line and every scar
my wish was to be
you are here, by me
lovingly.
What? Oh, that never happened.
Can't a guy just pen down stories of falling in love?
Yes he can.
Inspiration: Saving Jane - Come Down To MeLabels: Poems
Tuesday, December 05, 2006, 9:25 PM
Its Monday. Well, it WAS Monday a few hours ago.
Its Monday Blues for me I guess.
What now then? Tuesday Daze?
I'm just not in the mood to talk to people right now.
Just got a job at Fish&Co at IMM. But who cares.
I think I should stop blogging about my personal life.
Who would want to read about it anyway?
What? Do you really want to know whether I bought those furry shoes or those leather gloves instead? Or "WOW I DYED MY HAIR TODAY" and "WOW TODAY WAS FUN" posts. Lets just leave personal posts to events like PROM or Grand Functions. I no longer wish to waste time blogging nitty gritty details about my uninteresting boring lifeless LIFE.
Some idiot's words kept ringing in my mind today.
"Eh, O levels finish, time to get a girlfriend!!"
Or did I say that? Nah. Couldn't be. I wouldn't be caught dead saying crap like this.
I'm starting to suspect I'm a philophobic. Maybe its because I avoid "love" too much. I have shunned every thought of "love" since the start of the year and vowed never to be caught dead in the middle of some week-old-relationships, but it keeps creeping back. Well, for those who knew about "the thing" that happened to me this year regarding this topic, let me tell you that everything was fake. It wasn't love. It was some childish attraction that I put an end to once I realized how meaningless it was.
When you spent TOO MUCH time with someone of the opposite sex, a stupid thing called INFATUATION sets in. And these are the moments that I really hate. Sometimes, you can't get some people out of your mind. It feels like love. But it isn't. INFATUATION is like poison. Once you get it, it slowly liquifieds your insides and make you soft and vulnerable to what I find, "stupid" thoughts and musings. You start to think of that person so much till you feel like puking blood. More worse if you don't get to see her face or hear her voice. All you have are pictures, and thats all. Every glance at them feels like a dagger into your heart.
You want her badly. But you can't.
Because you know that you'll ruin something that's even precious. Friendship.
Lets just say that you got rejected and you failed.
Well, LOVE being introduced into FRIENDSHIP is like a flamethrower being introduced to clothes. The clothes get burnt off and just leaves FRIENDSHIP's naked body. And at this point, FRIENDSHIP will really feel awkward. Thus, it runs away. When will friendship wear new clothes? Who knows. Maybe it never did own a closet, so its running around naked, away from the flamer.
Okay. That was crap. But if there are intelligent people out there, they'll know what I'm trying to say.
I'm chewing on these cashew nuts, dried cuttlefish and drinking a carton of milk. Bad combination, from what I learnt yesterday. Well, who cares. I don't really care much about my diet. And thats when I realized something. I've been shunning people away today, sometimes even refusing to lift a finger to type a "YES" or "NO" to answer their questions. Like I said. I don't feel like talking to people today.
Well, lets move on.
Ah, yes "LOVE". How long have I been going on and on and on about this topic. Too much I think. I should stop.
But you see. I can't really stop. "A very stupid topic" I say every now and then. Yet, very enticing.
Maybe Tuesday would be a better day for me. Maybe not. Maybe all I need is just to kill the feeling off. Or should I satisfy it? =.= I doubt the latter will work.
I can already hear the birds chirping outside.
Or "Sqwaking" as how it sounds like.
Its getting early. I should grab some sleep soon.
Good Morning. =)
P.S.
Thanks Mark for accompanying me almost every night on msn. I don't know what I would probably do without you. And there seems to be a problem with song transfers between our coms. I'll make it up to you another time.
Ok I'm starting to have blurry double vision.
Bye.
Monday, December 04, 2006, 12:58 PM
Late post late post. =(
I'm kinda super tired right now, after TWO camps consecutively.
Sorry if I don't type much.
BUT WHO CARES!
PROM ROCKED!!!
Everyone was super GORGEOUS.
I got to kiss the PROM KING(Dallas) and danced with the PROM QUEEN(Jing Ni).
YAY.
But Dallas did beat me senseless after that. =D
hahahaha. who cares who cares! Ok, I don't know what more to write.
SO....PICTURES! =D
ME+ARNG+NAT+DAN+DARYL
So everyone gathered at my house that day. The London Cab arrived, and we were off. As usual, the girls screw up some stuff with the timing. But who cares! Thats THEIR problem. 
The Cab came, and being the little kids we were, we ohh-ed and ahh-ed at the interior. Wei Arng+Daryl the cameramen. =)
Observe Ah Bao's face in these 2 pics. =) 
We arrived, and saw Sally, Kendrick, Jeremy and Sirhan. What else?! PICTURES. =D 
2/7 pics! 
HERE YOU GO MARK =D You dance gooood. (y) 
Some people said that the food sucked. Me? Lets see what I've got to say. 
Okay, I looked kinda gay up there. =.= More pics. 
ACT CUTE! 
ME and MABO are MABOK!!(drunk). 
Since Denise is away on holiday in America and we all super bloody freaking miss her, HERE's A SECTION ON HER. LOL. Hahahaha. Don't bite me when you come back for posting these. 
POST PROM PICs ME+ARNG+CHEESE+KENDRICK+MINGYANG+SALLY+SIRHAN+NAT+JEREMY Prom ended. We got damn bored. What do we do? WALK ALL THE WAY TO ORCHARD! Where do we stay overnight? YOUTHPARK! Well, the last few heroes left. Lazy to take a cab since we don't want to waste money. Decided to camp it out under the stars and wait till 6am when buses and MRTs start rolling. Some of them went home. PUSSIES. =) 
Well, at least Kendrick was happy. =) (tio OWNAGE) 
And we went home... 
Picture of the day: 
What a classic. Props to M'sia! Well, thats all. I really need to rest. TIRED TIRED TIRED. BYEE.
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Friday, December 29, 2006, 3:04 PM
COMPUTER BROKE DOWN.
IM DEAD AND ROTTING.
PLEASE CONTINUE TAGGING.
LOVE LOVE LOVE =)
LUFFY.
Thursday, December 21, 2006, 9:41 PM
PHOTO ON POPULAR DEMAND Han+Bao
If you don't know what they are, fyi, they are FHM poker cards. Btw, I'm doing this under the request of HAN. I don't take embarrasing photos and post them without permission okay. =) The Infamous BENG me. XD
My hairstylist is cute. =D Seriously, I kinda liked that hair colour. But my mom would probably be waiting for me with a shaver if I did come home with that. Replies: HAN: Hahahaha. DONE.
Bao: EH. Who's the one reading FHM??? haha.
Danial: 2 pieces? naw, im ok with that. thx!
Lee: haha, ok.
Kendrick: YES KENDY?
Aries: well, it wasnt easy to persuade her.
Mark: hey im no mat!!! haha.
SuHui: Heyaa!!!
Nat: You're an asshole. As always. =D
Monday, December 18, 2006, 7:22 PM
OHH LA LA~
HAPPY DAY =)
Hohoho. I got to dye my hair earlier.
And played soccer in the rain.
Ok. Replies to taggers.
I lazy tag so much.
Mich: No, the post was not meant for you. =) and its dark purple. =D
Lee: Muahahha. You have seen!
Kenn: Wah lau dont insult my favourite colour lehhhh. =(
Dallas: WHAT BENG? BENG HIGHLIGHT PURPLE OKAY. You Emo Boy AH. =)
Amirah: Why thank you my LITTLE junior. =)
Saturday, December 16, 2006, 4:18 PM
OK. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I NEED TO SAY THIS OUT LOUD.
GOOD NEWS.
MY MOM ALLOWED ME TO DYE MY HAIR PURPLE NEXT WEEK.
YAY.
BAD NEWS.
I'M GOING TO MISS COUNTDOWN TO 2007 BECAUSE I'M GOING AWAY FOR HOLIDAY ON THE 31ST.
WTF. OMG SO SIAN.
Friday, December 15, 2006, 6:09 PM
You claim you have lots of friends. You like to socialize. You claim you are well-liked by everyone you know and you can clique with any of them at any time, getting to know more about them. You cherish friendships, even though you know how sour things can get. You smile. You rarely blame things on your friends. You don't do things to others that you don't want them to do to you. You like to help people, sometimes even at the expense of your time, energy and resources. You like to spend quality time and bond with others. You like to rectify the actions of others. You are very optimistic.
Yet, you are alone.Labels: Re-discovering Myself
Wednesday, December 13, 2006, 2:00 AM
People can be nice.
In fact, people can be VERY nice. But no matter how nice they are, there's always those little things that really TICK them off. What 'things' you ask? Well, SENSITIVE issues for starters. It may not be sensitive to you, but it is to them.
People have limits.
First, he'll just be nice and ask you to stop it. If you don't, he'll really urge you to stop it. If you are such an ass, he'll take it seriously and REALLY urges you to stop it.
If you don't? Well, let me tell you that you had just been the cause of an unhappy soul out of the already present milions and billions all over the world.
I do tease my friends and make fun of them, for instance, calling a Non-PR Malaysian friend "M'sia" or making fun of my friends' names and events that happened to them. But at least I know WHEN to stop, and I do know how sensitive certain issues are to them.
Stuff like this may be fresh at the start. But eventually, it'll rot. Thats when you're supposed to throw it away. Please do.
If you are really such an ass, you've wronged and now, you've lost a friend.
But sitting here, sulking and ignoring doesn't feel nice.
And being the person I am, I'll eventually forget about this incident.
Let this be the last time.
Now you know.
Don't do it again.
You've just seen me Tick. Don't make me go Tock.Labels: be nice?
Friday, December 08, 2006, 7:24 AM
Morning..
I took a walk
and I noticed you
happy as usual
I greet you
You react
in that silly way
We all laugh
-
I got bored
thats when
I saw you again
so we talk
and talk
as time flies
it got dark
so we bid farewell
-
I was down
depressed
I snapped and scowled
your message pops up on my screen
instantaneously
I smiled
I ranted out my sorrows at you
you listened
that cheered me up
soon we got sleepy
and went to bed
-
You went on trips
I stayed and waited
You came back
I smiled
I was the first
to call you
-
Time goes by
we became closer
friends
and enjoyed
each other's company
and I wished
that I could make you see
that by my side
is where you ought to be
-
So I started to ask you out
we watched movies
we played pool
we had dinner
I accompanied you home
even though you insisted not to
-
We walked by the beach
barefooted together
the night was cold
the stars were bright
your hand
they found mine
we looked into each other's eyes
we smiled
-
on a rock
over-seeing the sea
we sat together
thats when I sang to you
that you're beautiful
just the way you are
and I love it all
every line and every scar
my wish was to be
you are here, by me
lovingly.
What? Oh, that never happened.
Can't a guy just pen down stories of falling in love?
Yes he can.
Inspiration: Saving Jane - Come Down To MeLabels: Poems
Tuesday, December 05, 2006, 9:25 PM
Its Monday. Well, it WAS Monday a few hours ago.
Its Monday Blues for me I guess.
What now then? Tuesday Daze?
I'm just not in the mood to talk to people right now.
Just got a job at Fish&Co at IMM. But who cares.
I think I should stop blogging about my personal life.
Who would want to read about it anyway?
What? Do you really want to know whether I bought those furry shoes or those leather gloves instead? Or "WOW I DYED MY HAIR TODAY" and "WOW TODAY WAS FUN" posts. Lets just leave personal posts to events like PROM or Grand Functions. I no longer wish to waste time blogging nitty gritty details about my uninteresting boring lifeless LIFE.
Some idiot's words kept ringing in my mind today.
"Eh, O levels finish, time to get a girlfriend!!"
Or did I say that? Nah. Couldn't be. I wouldn't be caught dead saying crap like this.
I'm starting to suspect I'm a philophobic. Maybe its because I avoid "love" too much. I have shunned every thought of "love" since the start of the year and vowed never to be caught dead in the middle of some week-old-relationships, but it keeps creeping back. Well, for those who knew about "the thing" that happened to me this year regarding this topic, let me tell you that everything was fake. It wasn't love. It was some childish attraction that I put an end to once I realized how meaningless it was.
When you spent TOO MUCH time with someone of the opposite sex, a stupid thing called INFATUATION sets in. And these are the moments that I really hate. Sometimes, you can't get some people out of your mind. It feels like love. But it isn't. INFATUATION is like poison. Once you get it, it slowly liquifieds your insides and make you soft and vulnerable to what I find, "stupid" thoughts and musings. You start to think of that person so much till you feel like puking blood. More worse if you don't get to see her face or hear her voice. All you have are pictures, and thats all. Every glance at them feels like a dagger into your heart.
You want her badly. But you can't.
Because you know that you'll ruin something that's even precious. Friendship.
Lets just say that you got rejected and you failed.
Well, LOVE being introduced into FRIENDSHIP is like a flamethrower being introduced to clothes. The clothes get burnt off and just leaves FRIENDSHIP's naked body. And at this point, FRIENDSHIP will really feel awkward. Thus, it runs away. When will friendship wear new clothes? Who knows. Maybe it never did own a closet, so its running around naked, away from the flamer.
Okay. That was crap. But if there are intelligent people out there, they'll know what I'm trying to say.
I'm chewing on these cashew nuts, dried cuttlefish and drinking a carton of milk. Bad combination, from what I learnt yesterday. Well, who cares. I don't really care much about my diet. And thats when I realized something. I've been shunning people away today, sometimes even refusing to lift a finger to type a "YES" or "NO" to answer their questions. Like I said. I don't feel like talking to people today.
Well, lets move on.
Ah, yes "LOVE". How long have I been going on and on and on about this topic. Too much I think. I should stop.
But you see. I can't really stop. "A very stupid topic" I say every now and then. Yet, very enticing.
Maybe Tuesday would be a better day for me. Maybe not. Maybe all I need is just to kill the feeling off. Or should I satisfy it? =.= I doubt the latter will work.
I can already hear the birds chirping outside.
Or "Sqwaking" as how it sounds like.
Its getting early. I should grab some sleep soon.
Good Morning. =)
P.S.
Thanks Mark for accompanying me almost every night on msn. I don't know what I would probably do without you. And there seems to be a problem with song transfers between our coms. I'll make it up to you another time.
Ok I'm starting to have blurry double vision.
Bye.
Monday, December 04, 2006, 12:58 PM
Late post late post. =(
I'm kinda super tired right now, after TWO camps consecutively.
Sorry if I don't type much.
BUT WHO CARES!
PROM ROCKED!!!
Everyone was super GORGEOUS.
I got to kiss the PROM KING(Dallas) and danced with the PROM QUEEN(Jing Ni).
YAY.
But Dallas did beat me senseless after that. =D
hahahaha. who cares who cares! Ok, I don't know what more to write.
SO....PICTURES! =D
ME+ARNG+NAT+DAN+DARYL
So everyone gathered at my house that day. The London Cab arrived, and we were off. As usual, the girls screw up some stuff with the timing. But who cares! Thats THEIR problem.
The Cab came, and being the little kids we were, we ohh-ed and ahh-ed at the interior. Wei Arng+Daryl the cameramen. =)
Observe Ah Bao's face in these 2 pics. =)
We arrived, and saw Sally, Kendrick, Jeremy and Sirhan. What else?! PICTURES. =D
2/7 pics!
HERE YOU GO MARK =D You dance gooood. (y)
Some people said that the food sucked. Me? Lets see what I've got to say.
Okay, I looked kinda gay up there. =.= More pics.
ACT CUTE!
ME and MABO are MABOK!!(drunk).
Since Denise is away on holiday in America and we all super bloody freaking miss her, HERE's A SECTION ON HER. LOL. Hahahaha. Don't bite me when you come back for posting these.
POST PROM PICs ME+ARNG+CHEESE+KENDRICK+MINGYANG+SALLY+SIRHAN+NAT+JEREMY Prom ended. We got damn bored. What do we do? WALK ALL THE WAY TO ORCHARD! Where do we stay overnight? YOUTHPARK! Well, the last few heroes left. Lazy to take a cab since we don't want to waste money. Decided to camp it out under the stars and wait till 6am when buses and MRTs start rolling. Some of them went home. PUSSIES. =)
Well, at least Kendrick was happy. =) (tio OWNAGE)
And we went home...
Picture of the day:
What a classic. Props to M'sia! Well, thats all. I really need to rest. TIRED TIRED TIRED. BYEE.
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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