My mood is fine, but I just have this desire to blog something depressing. Oh, wait, its not fine anymore. It seems to be all torn up inside. Hmph, mood swings. I've been having too much of 'em lately. Maybe because I don't really have someone to help me calm down. But yeah, there are people who do entertain me, people like Mark or Wei Arng. But that's different. They're different. They can't be there all the time. I mean, it's hard knowing that the only person who really understood you and could really calm you down is now thousands of miles away in another continent.

Ah, just call it what you want. I'm just so depressed now.

Torches

We lay them on the floor
One by one
Never too many to carry

We feel the warmth searing
Through our gears, they keep us moving
The promise, to keep the fires burning

As it pours
We bring them together
Never once we were alone
When it shines
We burn our brightest
And we fight the winds that were blown

We come together
To ignite each other
And combine our flames in glee
When we drop
We pick up for each other
And rekindle our problems free

Alas
This could not
Go on forever
What was strong
Was brought down by error

The flames extinguish
One by one
Hearts cry out in anguish

For the promise has been broken
By new chapters that have opened
Defilers of the circle, t'was their bidding

Smoldering charred placements
Whats left of the arrangements
Remains of the sacred flame

Refugees, victims and survivors
Outcasts, no, fighters
We perservere and carry our torches high

For we honour the sacred flame
As we spread to those we attain
To complete, the circle again

If you do understand what I'm trying to say here, you should know how upset it is to go through something like this. A flame promised to be kept burning shouldn't just be left to die out by itself.You don't need to kill a flame to feed a new one.

My mood is fine, but I just have this desire to blog something depressing. Oh, wait, its not fine anymore. It seems to be all torn up inside. Hmph, mood swings. I've been having too much of 'em lately. Maybe because I don't really have someone to help me calm down. But yeah, there are people who do entertain me, people like Mark or Wei Arng. But that's different. They're different. They can't be there all the time. I mean, it's hard knowing that the only person who really understood you and could really calm you down is now thousands of miles away in another continent.

Ah, just call it what you want. I'm just so depressed now.

Torches

We lay them on the floor
One by one
Never too many to carry

We feel the warmth searing
Through our gears, they keep us moving
The promise, to keep the fires burning

As it pours
We bring them together
Never once we were alone
When it shines
We burn our brightest
And we fight the winds that were blown

We come together
To ignite each other
And combine our flames in glee
When we drop
We pick up for each other
And rekindle our problems free

Alas
This could not
Go on forever
What was strong
Was brought down by error

The flames extinguish
One by one
Hearts cry out in anguish

For the promise has been broken
By new chapters that have opened
Defilers of the circle, t'was their bidding

Smoldering charred placements
Whats left of the arrangements
Remains of the sacred flame

Refugees, victims and survivors
Outcasts, no, fighters
We perservere and carry our torches high

For we honour the sacred flame
As we spread to those we attain
To complete, the circle again

If you do understand what I'm trying to say here, you should know how upset it is to go through something like this. A flame promised to be kept burning shouldn't just be left to die out by itself.You don't need to kill a flame to feed a new one.

"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.