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Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 1:52 PM
Must...not....delete...angry...post.
HAHA.
Ok I think I'll leave it there.
Thursday, November 15, 2007, 3:31 PM
Yeah, SO WHAT?
So what if I didn't get into TPRawks while almost 75% of everybody I know got in?
What? Am I supposed to keep quiet and emo, dwell on that matter forever like some shitbag?
HELL NO
It's time I went out and have some real fun. Out of my plastic self to have my definition of FUN in my heart. Well, I tried this week, and it seems that it's not really well-liked. They prefer the fluffy smiley and nice luffy. NOT THE FUCKING IDIOT JUMPING AROUND HEADBANGING AND SCARING THE SHITFUCKS OUT OF PEOPLE.
Some people just can't understand it. They having too much of the nice fun to even think in our perspective. And they can just JUDGE people like that.
If I'm gonna be emo all the time, alone everytime when everyone is in some, e.g. "FUN S.U. Event", then why the hell should I stay in TP?
It's freaking time I got back to my roots.
And have a kickass time.
NOT sulking while waiting hours for people to finish doing their fun stuff.
Now why should I care about THOSE people think of me then?
Yes. This is me. Now deal with the fact that I'm not that fluffy all the time.
I have to post this because I have the tendency to keep my anger inside if I dont let it out somewhere bit by bit, or not it's all just gonna blow out on some point.
The last time it did, I lost a friend. I don't wanna take anymore chances cause I really love everyone of you guys. (:
Sorry for all the vulgar words used and the people being targetted. It's better to get to the point than beating around the bush.
Monday, November 12, 2007, 8:54 AM
"Some people fall in love with their eyes, but some fall in love with their hearts" Long lasting love is built on a strong foundation and the ability to see the future of being together, being able to wake up to the words "I Love You" every single morning. The ones who refuse to think far, will most probably end up having just a short temporary high and a heartbreaking end. Do not take love for granted. Stop breaking hearts and wasting memories.
Friday, November 02, 2007, 6:35 PM
Someone once told me that if you continue judging people and studying their actions all your life, you will never have time for love.
I don't know. Ever since my life changed, I have this keen interest in figuring out people, who they really are, both inside and outside. I love to study their actions, their reactions to stuff and their trademarks. I like to see how their mind works, how they see things from their perspective. Then, I draw out a pattern in my mind, and predict every single thing they make. Till I can even know whether they're uncomfortable, pissed or disturbed just by the look on their face and the sound of their voice. It's amusing somehow to study people in general. But I guess it's kinda bad to be treating your friends like guinea pigs in this huge cage of a world.
And there's the part where I can see the ones who are good-hearted. Good-natured ones whose spirits seem to radiate in some attracting glow. The ones that I really feel would make a great life partner or soulmates or best friends. But the problem is that, I don't really know how to put it to them. They might not realize it, and some of them may have been suffering in silence. But if I could just make someone's day just by telling them that they're a nice person (without sounding creepy or sarcastic), there would be so much less depressed souls.
The world is weird. Well, what you mostly see that's typed here is due to the reason that I really have too much idle time where my mind drifts off deeper into my own dimension to further understand how my own mind works, so that I'm able to apply that to a different subject. Ok, chim stupid shit that was. But who cares, that's how I feel what all these stuff are like.
But seriously. There really are a lot of nice people out there. All they need is happiness. Then, they are the ones that will bring happiness to the rest.
Goodnight.
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 1:52 PM
Must...not....delete...angry...post.
HAHA.
Ok I think I'll leave it there.
Thursday, November 15, 2007, 3:31 PM
Yeah, SO WHAT?
So what if I didn't get into TPRawks while almost 75% of everybody I know got in?
What? Am I supposed to keep quiet and emo, dwell on that matter forever like some shitbag?
HELL NO
It's time I went out and have some real fun. Out of my plastic self to have my definition of FUN in my heart. Well, I tried this week, and it seems that it's not really well-liked. They prefer the fluffy smiley and nice luffy. NOT THE FUCKING IDIOT JUMPING AROUND HEADBANGING AND SCARING THE SHITFUCKS OUT OF PEOPLE.
Some people just can't understand it. They having too much of the nice fun to even think in our perspective. And they can just JUDGE people like that.
If I'm gonna be emo all the time, alone everytime when everyone is in some, e.g. "FUN S.U. Event", then why the hell should I stay in TP?
It's freaking time I got back to my roots.
And have a kickass time.
NOT sulking while waiting hours for people to finish doing their fun stuff.
Now why should I care about THOSE people think of me then?
Yes. This is me. Now deal with the fact that I'm not that fluffy all the time.
I have to post this because I have the tendency to keep my anger inside if I dont let it out somewhere bit by bit, or not it's all just gonna blow out on some point.
The last time it did, I lost a friend. I don't wanna take anymore chances cause I really love everyone of you guys. (:
Sorry for all the vulgar words used and the people being targetted. It's better to get to the point than beating around the bush.
Monday, November 12, 2007, 8:54 AM
"Some people fall in love with their eyes, but some fall in love with their hearts" Long lasting love is built on a strong foundation and the ability to see the future of being together, being able to wake up to the words "I Love You" every single morning. The ones who refuse to think far, will most probably end up having just a short temporary high and a heartbreaking end. Do not take love for granted. Stop breaking hearts and wasting memories.
Friday, November 02, 2007, 6:35 PM
Someone once told me that if you continue judging people and studying their actions all your life, you will never have time for love.
I don't know. Ever since my life changed, I have this keen interest in figuring out people, who they really are, both inside and outside. I love to study their actions, their reactions to stuff and their trademarks. I like to see how their mind works, how they see things from their perspective. Then, I draw out a pattern in my mind, and predict every single thing they make. Till I can even know whether they're uncomfortable, pissed or disturbed just by the look on their face and the sound of their voice. It's amusing somehow to study people in general. But I guess it's kinda bad to be treating your friends like guinea pigs in this huge cage of a world.
And there's the part where I can see the ones who are good-hearted. Good-natured ones whose spirits seem to radiate in some attracting glow. The ones that I really feel would make a great life partner or soulmates or best friends. But the problem is that, I don't really know how to put it to them. They might not realize it, and some of them may have been suffering in silence. But if I could just make someone's day just by telling them that they're a nice person (without sounding creepy or sarcastic), there would be so much less depressed souls.
The world is weird. Well, what you mostly see that's typed here is due to the reason that I really have too much idle time where my mind drifts off deeper into my own dimension to further understand how my own mind works, so that I'm able to apply that to a different subject. Ok, chim stupid shit that was. But who cares, that's how I feel what all these stuff are like.
But seriously. There really are a lot of nice people out there. All they need is happiness. Then, they are the ones that will bring happiness to the rest.
Goodnight.
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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