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Thursday, May 31, 2007, 3:06 AM
Cried in the library alone.
http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com
Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 12:00 AM
I'm blogging this at the last sane bit of my mind. I don't know whether I can take another day like this anymore. Ear-splitting headache, rides back home that really drain out the energy in you, and the constant absence from my CCAs. I don't know whether I would still be blogging here if I had went for rugby today. Coming home at 8pm is the earliest I can do on a Monday. Had a 4 hour nap.
Even my kness kept buckling on the MRT ride. Standing up for an hour and 15mins could be peanuts for some people. But try doing it with mental fatigue. After half an hour trying my best to stand up, I just can't take it anymore and slumped to the floor.
Mid-Sems Tests are coming. PRSP = GG.
F*ck programming.
I've been thinking too freaking much about the transfer. "What if I can't get in?" 's been hammering my mind every single day. Every single f*cking day I would think about it, every single minute, single second.
The reason I woke up is not to blog. But to finish up my WDS proposal. F*ck this. I should get started.
Hope I don't pass out on the comp table again tonight.Labels: Re-discovering Myself
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 5:57 PM
Give me the strength, all the way till September ends.
1:07 PM
Went to EvilTwin Mandy *Bloob*'s BBQ birthday party for both her birthday and her boyfriend's.
I must say, the sweetest couple I've seen for a very VERY long time.
And I love my favourite druggie girl!! :D Yes, I had a manicure. Shrek Family. Heh.
 And please remember. Keep Luffy away from pizzas. Thank you.
3 hungry people + 2 large pizzas = Madness.
Ok. Gonna go do some art. Yeah, art. ftw. G'nite.
Sunday, May 20, 2007, 7:16 PM
I just don't know anymore.
I guess the answer will come when 2 black holes meet.
Thursday, May 17, 2007, 2:49 AM
SOMEONE PLEASE.
WEAR A PUPLE SHIRT AND AN EYEPATCH.
THEN STAB ME IN MY RIGHT EYE.
it hurts~ ):
Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 4:00 PM
I should stop musing so much. I'm getting nowhere.
I'm lazy. So I'll just summarize tonight.
Doing fitness at night is not cool. Not cool at all.
Stamina training's been tough lately. Very tough. Shouldn't have slacked so much the last 4 months.
Hope I get into both dances, Modern and Hip Hop. 1 is fine.
PRSP is like, freaking wtfbbq. Screw programming. Screw Alice.
I need a job. To pay for my laptop/books and re-dye my hair.
I miss so many people.
Did I mention I hate PRSP?
And. That's all I guess. Here are some nonsensical pictures. Enjoy.  Kenn's demonic powers. Floating a ring in mid-air.
 Kenn's Scandal. WHO's THAT GIRL!?
 LOL
Monday, May 14, 2007, 3:37 PM
I want to study hard and do REALLY well for Semester 1.
Then transfer to Design next Semester. Please Please PLEEASEEE.
Hide says Hi. :D
Saturday, May 12, 2007, 9:36 AM
Mai Feng gets a twit-ty haircut. TJ goes gay. Oh we are screwed. Haahaha. 
Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 1:00 PM
No, this has nothing to do with what you think I'm trying to say.
You may think you're right, but no. No one knows what I'm trying to say here.
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Its all too sad. To be thrusted somewhere you can never belong. It wasn't your choice, and you only have time to blame this facade of comfort and security. You never asked for it, but now, its all too late. You can't turn back to your kin, because you can't even look at them. The absence of their ways and influences have worsened the situation and you grimace at the sight of their actions, and them being what they are. You make sacrifices just to feel wanted, but feeling wanted is never enough. You know you are missing something. You are missing that of which you can never resist to feel. You know it won't happen, but you just keep trying. So you drift away. You know you can't get too close, because you can't control it. You love every moment of it, and with everyone else. But at the end of the day, you just stand out too much. At the end of the day, you find yourself alone, staring out the window.
At the end of the day, maybe all you just need is a heart-warming reassuring hug, to dissolve that burden over your heart.
I'll go.
Sunday, May 06, 2007, 2:21 PM
Bring out your inner chic. =D
Saturday, May 05, 2007, 5:11 PM
Perhaps there are some things in this world that we are not meant to understand. And obviously, there are many things that can't be understood or avoided at all in life. But what if I told you, you could. What if everyone knew what is the meaning to life. What if everyone just decided that there was no need for all this shit to happen between them, and we could all live in peace. When food shortages are never a problem anymore, or when we at last could rid poverty off our people and off the face of the earth.
Of course. All of us would want that to happen. But it won't, and it never will. For mankind is flawed. We were never meant to be put in this world and cooperate with each other till the end. If only everyone could THINK.
That's just my insight of thinking on a global scale. Yeah, probably I don't know much, and just sitting here, flapping my gums on how easy it is to live. I may be wrong, but heck, that's my opinion. Now, back to a more personal scale. Perhaps the need that I felt in me could be avoided, and even understood. For I already have before once, I guess it won't be so hard the 2nd time. Hmph. Emotions are really bothersome sometimes. Even though the hollow has been there for quite awhile, I guess there is nothing much more to do other than covering it up. The day will come. For now, lets just surpress that unimportant need and enjoy life.
1:38 PM
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME - I'm HIGH 24/7. (except during lectures) - When I tie my hair, people think I'm 20+ - I hate my split personality. - I love TP. - I miss everyone when I go home. - I spend on eating too much. - I like turkey bacon. 7 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF - Flying roaches. - Losing valuables. - Losing close friends. - Maggots. Lots and lots of maggots. - Being in a fast car. - Accidents. - Breaking bones 7 RANDOM SONGS - Lifehouse - You Belong To Me - TSPO - Tetris - Deadeye Dick - New Age Girl - Amon Amarth - Death In Fire - Muse - Starlight - Red Hot Chilli Peppers - By The Way - The Fray - How To Save A Life 7 THINGS I LOVE - Friends - Food - Rugby - ZILRA - TP - Pool - Valuables 7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST - FTW? - ZOMGWTF - WTFBBQ - YAYYYYY - Er - =D - D: 7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS Nah, noone.
11:48 AM
 The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by.Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene.
Friday, May 04, 2007, 5:00 AM
Who says 1 HOUR bus rides at 6am can't be fun?
The ninja returns. :D
Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 8:25 PM
5am
Stayover at Kleon's house. I think the only person awake in the house is me. Sunny, Andrew, Kleon and Kim are all sleeping. Zz. The rest went out for prata. I think my legs won't be able to take me that far. Oh yeah, today marks the day that I am blogging for the first time on my laptop! w00t! :D
WirelessFest! Haven't installed Warcraft 3 or any other games yet, so I'll have to settle with Goundbound for now.
Ok, my body is like, aching and super tired from yesterday's training. It's been like what, 4 MONTHS without proper exercise? zomgwtfbbq? My right thigh can cramp anytime. Ugh. Oh well, I guess its gonna take hardwork and a bloody hell lot of determination to regain my skill+stamina.
OH, AND WTF, THE MUD FROM THE FIELD REALLY smells like shit.
Okay wtf I almost fell asleep. Better finish this now. I'm starting to get really sleepy.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007, 3:06 AM
Cried in the library alone.
http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com
Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 12:00 AM
I'm blogging this at the last sane bit of my mind. I don't know whether I can take another day like this anymore. Ear-splitting headache, rides back home that really drain out the energy in you, and the constant absence from my CCAs. I don't know whether I would still be blogging here if I had went for rugby today. Coming home at 8pm is the earliest I can do on a Monday. Had a 4 hour nap.
Even my kness kept buckling on the MRT ride. Standing up for an hour and 15mins could be peanuts for some people. But try doing it with mental fatigue. After half an hour trying my best to stand up, I just can't take it anymore and slumped to the floor.
Mid-Sems Tests are coming. PRSP = GG.
F*ck programming.
I've been thinking too freaking much about the transfer. "What if I can't get in?" 's been hammering my mind every single day. Every single f*cking day I would think about it, every single minute, single second.
The reason I woke up is not to blog. But to finish up my WDS proposal. F*ck this. I should get started.
Hope I don't pass out on the comp table again tonight.Labels: Re-discovering Myself
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 5:57 PM
Give me the strength, all the way till September ends.
1:07 PM
Went to EvilTwin Mandy *Bloob*'s BBQ birthday party for both her birthday and her boyfriend's.
I must say, the sweetest couple I've seen for a very VERY long time.
And I love my favourite druggie girl!! :D Yes, I had a manicure. Shrek Family. Heh.
And please remember. Keep Luffy away from pizzas. Thank you.
3 hungry people + 2 large pizzas = Madness.
Ok. Gonna go do some art. Yeah, art. ftw. G'nite.
Sunday, May 20, 2007, 7:16 PM
I just don't know anymore.
I guess the answer will come when 2 black holes meet.
Thursday, May 17, 2007, 2:49 AM
SOMEONE PLEASE.
WEAR A PUPLE SHIRT AND AN EYEPATCH.
THEN STAB ME IN MY RIGHT EYE.
it hurts~ ):
Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 4:00 PM
I should stop musing so much. I'm getting nowhere.
I'm lazy. So I'll just summarize tonight.
Doing fitness at night is not cool. Not cool at all.
Stamina training's been tough lately. Very tough. Shouldn't have slacked so much the last 4 months.
Hope I get into both dances, Modern and Hip Hop. 1 is fine.
PRSP is like, freaking wtfbbq. Screw programming. Screw Alice.
I need a job. To pay for my laptop/books and re-dye my hair.
I miss so many people.
Did I mention I hate PRSP?
And. That's all I guess. Here are some nonsensical pictures. Enjoy. Kenn's demonic powers. Floating a ring in mid-air.
Kenn's Scandal. WHO's THAT GIRL!?
LOL
Monday, May 14, 2007, 3:37 PM
I want to study hard and do REALLY well for Semester 1.
Then transfer to Design next Semester. Please Please PLEEASEEE.
Hide says Hi. :D
Saturday, May 12, 2007, 9:36 AM
Mai Feng gets a twit-ty haircut. TJ goes gay. Oh we are screwed. Haahaha.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 1:00 PM
No, this has nothing to do with what you think I'm trying to say.
You may think you're right, but no. No one knows what I'm trying to say here.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Its all too sad. To be thrusted somewhere you can never belong. It wasn't your choice, and you only have time to blame this facade of comfort and security. You never asked for it, but now, its all too late. You can't turn back to your kin, because you can't even look at them. The absence of their ways and influences have worsened the situation and you grimace at the sight of their actions, and them being what they are. You make sacrifices just to feel wanted, but feeling wanted is never enough. You know you are missing something. You are missing that of which you can never resist to feel. You know it won't happen, but you just keep trying. So you drift away. You know you can't get too close, because you can't control it. You love every moment of it, and with everyone else. But at the end of the day, you just stand out too much. At the end of the day, you find yourself alone, staring out the window.
At the end of the day, maybe all you just need is a heart-warming reassuring hug, to dissolve that burden over your heart.
I'll go.
Sunday, May 06, 2007, 2:21 PM
Bring out your inner chic. =D
Saturday, May 05, 2007, 5:11 PM
Perhaps there are some things in this world that we are not meant to understand. And obviously, there are many things that can't be understood or avoided at all in life. But what if I told you, you could. What if everyone knew what is the meaning to life. What if everyone just decided that there was no need for all this shit to happen between them, and we could all live in peace. When food shortages are never a problem anymore, or when we at last could rid poverty off our people and off the face of the earth.
Of course. All of us would want that to happen. But it won't, and it never will. For mankind is flawed. We were never meant to be put in this world and cooperate with each other till the end. If only everyone could THINK.
That's just my insight of thinking on a global scale. Yeah, probably I don't know much, and just sitting here, flapping my gums on how easy it is to live. I may be wrong, but heck, that's my opinion. Now, back to a more personal scale. Perhaps the need that I felt in me could be avoided, and even understood. For I already have before once, I guess it won't be so hard the 2nd time. Hmph. Emotions are really bothersome sometimes. Even though the hollow has been there for quite awhile, I guess there is nothing much more to do other than covering it up. The day will come. For now, lets just surpress that unimportant need and enjoy life.
1:38 PM
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME - I'm HIGH 24/7. (except during lectures) - When I tie my hair, people think I'm 20+ - I hate my split personality. - I love TP. - I miss everyone when I go home. - I spend on eating too much. - I like turkey bacon. 7 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF - Flying roaches. - Losing valuables. - Losing close friends. - Maggots. Lots and lots of maggots. - Being in a fast car. - Accidents. - Breaking bones 7 RANDOM SONGS - Lifehouse - You Belong To Me - TSPO - Tetris - Deadeye Dick - New Age Girl - Amon Amarth - Death In Fire - Muse - Starlight - Red Hot Chilli Peppers - By The Way - The Fray - How To Save A Life 7 THINGS I LOVE - Friends - Food - Rugby - ZILRA - TP - Pool - Valuables 7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST - FTW? - ZOMGWTF - WTFBBQ - YAYYYYY - Er - =D - D: 7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS Nah, noone.
11:48 AM
The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by.Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene.
Friday, May 04, 2007, 5:00 AM
Who says 1 HOUR bus rides at 6am can't be fun?
The ninja returns. :D
Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 8:25 PM
5am
Stayover at Kleon's house. I think the only person awake in the house is me. Sunny, Andrew, Kleon and Kim are all sleeping. Zz. The rest went out for prata. I think my legs won't be able to take me that far. Oh yeah, today marks the day that I am blogging for the first time on my laptop! w00t! :D
WirelessFest! Haven't installed Warcraft 3 or any other games yet, so I'll have to settle with Goundbound for now.
Ok, my body is like, aching and super tired from yesterday's training. It's been like what, 4 MONTHS without proper exercise? zomgwtfbbq? My right thigh can cramp anytime. Ugh. Oh well, I guess its gonna take hardwork and a bloody hell lot of determination to regain my skill+stamina.
OH, AND WTF, THE MUD FROM THE FIELD REALLY smells like shit.
Okay wtf I almost fell asleep. Better finish this now. I'm starting to get really sleepy.
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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