Oh man. I've been having a mental block for the past weeks and really can't find anything in my mind to pick on. Hmph, must be due to the fact that I just emptied and refreshed it of unnecessary things to think about and remember. Like other people's problems, for instance. I just can't be bothered anymore. But in the first place, WHY BOTHER? No one's asking you to listen. No one cares your the self-imposed stress that you're going through. Well, lets just say that I just took the Councilor Card out of play and reshuffled it back into the deck.

I watched Tiramisu's last episode again last week, and I still can't stop feeling so DAMN emo. Tiramisu. Sweet memories, as if they happened yesterday, raced through my mind every single time I hear that word. I remembered last time, when we were shopping, and decided to take take a rest in front of Courts, and we ended up sitting down, watching the first episode. We would talk about the show, fill each other up on what was missed and every week, go " TIRAMISU IS ON NOW, OMG, QUICK GO WATCH".
Unfortunately, although how similar we felt the storyline was to us, the show ended totally opposite of how we ended.
Hmph, I better stop before I start rambling about this again.

It's funny how people who don't really know me, have the most outrageous assumptions of the type of person I am.
But at the same time, it's REALLY funny how people who know me very well, still don't understand the type of person I am, what annoys me, what I like and what are my preferances. Maybe I just give in too much to people. I remembered once, last time when I was small, getting a fortune ticket from a fortune-telling machine at some arcade. Yeah, I know, it's all crap. But what I got was something like "You can understand people blabla put others first blabla" shit. I was small then, so it all sounded like shit to me, so I regretted not using the token to play Time Crisis again.
I know I put nicknames like " I HATE PEOPLE" and have mood-swings all the time, saying I'm not going to be nice anymore or all that shit, but there's always that part of me, holding back the anger and explosion that I OH SO NEED TO RELEASE. I think if I could put them in a missle, it'll turn into a nuclear missle. LOL. Ok, lame.

Maybe I just feel so insecure.
Maybe I feel that everyone's been taking me for granted.
Maybe I tend to put others too much in front of myself.
Well, maybe that's the reason I am happy. I don't really mind having to give in to demands or during certain situations. For me to be happy, is for you to be happy, and that's what matters I guess. Seriously speaking, I really do feel that warm feeling inside, knowing that I just made someone's day.
I guess this is my purpose then. My role.
Ok then.

Have a nice day everyone. =)

Oh man. I've been having a mental block for the past weeks and really can't find anything in my mind to pick on. Hmph, must be due to the fact that I just emptied and refreshed it of unnecessary things to think about and remember. Like other people's problems, for instance. I just can't be bothered anymore. But in the first place, WHY BOTHER? No one's asking you to listen. No one cares your the self-imposed stress that you're going through. Well, lets just say that I just took the Councilor Card out of play and reshuffled it back into the deck.

I watched Tiramisu's last episode again last week, and I still can't stop feeling so DAMN emo. Tiramisu. Sweet memories, as if they happened yesterday, raced through my mind every single time I hear that word. I remembered last time, when we were shopping, and decided to take take a rest in front of Courts, and we ended up sitting down, watching the first episode. We would talk about the show, fill each other up on what was missed and every week, go " TIRAMISU IS ON NOW, OMG, QUICK GO WATCH".
Unfortunately, although how similar we felt the storyline was to us, the show ended totally opposite of how we ended.
Hmph, I better stop before I start rambling about this again.

It's funny how people who don't really know me, have the most outrageous assumptions of the type of person I am.
But at the same time, it's REALLY funny how people who know me very well, still don't understand the type of person I am, what annoys me, what I like and what are my preferances. Maybe I just give in too much to people. I remembered once, last time when I was small, getting a fortune ticket from a fortune-telling machine at some arcade. Yeah, I know, it's all crap. But what I got was something like "You can understand people blabla put others first blabla" shit. I was small then, so it all sounded like shit to me, so I regretted not using the token to play Time Crisis again.
I know I put nicknames like " I HATE PEOPLE" and have mood-swings all the time, saying I'm not going to be nice anymore or all that shit, but there's always that part of me, holding back the anger and explosion that I OH SO NEED TO RELEASE. I think if I could put them in a missle, it'll turn into a nuclear missle. LOL. Ok, lame.

Maybe I just feel so insecure.
Maybe I feel that everyone's been taking me for granted.
Maybe I tend to put others too much in front of myself.
Well, maybe that's the reason I am happy. I don't really mind having to give in to demands or during certain situations. For me to be happy, is for you to be happy, and that's what matters I guess. Seriously speaking, I really do feel that warm feeling inside, knowing that I just made someone's day.
I guess this is my purpose then. My role.
Ok then.

Have a nice day everyone. =)

"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.