Thursday, August 23, 2007, 7:02 PM
Im freaking confused now. WILL DESIGN SCHOOL HAVE AN OCTOBER INTAKE OR NOT!? Amos says no. Ronald says Moses says there is. And he's 100% sure there is. whatever it is. PLEASE I DONT WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER TERM IN I.T. Although I.T. has been my whole life and all, and I probably can troubleshoot quite well. BUT YEAH, I HATE IT, SICK OF IT, AND ITS STRESSFUL.
Yeah, I know, I've been quite a prodigy in computers ever since 5/6 years old when I learned how to use the computer through MS DOS, during times when computers had GUI, or in layman's terms, the interface. And how I picked up HTML in primary school after tampering around with blogskins and source codes, and started designing my own blogskins. Yeah, that's all fun, but I don't want to do all those stuff as a JOB or something to do during the rest of my life.
I'm just in it for the games and expanding ma knowledge of IT yo. Programming's all fancy and interesting and all, but it just ain't my passion. It's like, when you do something, you get that "EGH" feeling in your heart, saying like "WOAH, IM DOING WHAT I LIKE. I LOVE MY LIFE".
It was during secondry school when I picked up photography, that I suddenly had this "EGH" feeling. AND IT FEELS DAMN GOOOOOD to have uber nice pictures. (But too bad, my com crashed, all the pictures are gone. ftw) Art was damn fun in secondry school days, too bad my school didn't have Art Streams. ):
What I can tell is that where my passion really lies is in the Arts. I never really had an ambition since young. And I wondered what would I be when I grow up. Of course, there's always the "LIVE YOUR LIFE IN ARMY" plan, but it's kinda lame. I.T. proffesional? YAWN.
But one day, I thought, what if I can just do anything I want. Even if there is no income, that's where my passion lies, and that's all enough. I want to live my life doing something I love. Not to make money. Not because I'm forced. Not to shine. But just because I like it. And I've thought hard. I guess what I want to do is get better at is mainly photography and painting.
Which reminds me, I did have an ambition. It was during Sec3 when I realized, I wanted to be a photojournalist, travel around the world taking pictures. And when I grow old, spend my days painting. Then I would share my photos and paintings with my grandchildren.
Awwww. Good ending. HAHAHAHA. wow, its all so planned out. I hope it goes that way then.
Ok. Time to play something. I'm getting bored. GOOSMORNING EVERYONE! :D
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Thursday, August 23, 2007, 7:02 PM
Im freaking confused now. WILL DESIGN SCHOOL HAVE AN OCTOBER INTAKE OR NOT!? Amos says no. Ronald says Moses says there is. And he's 100% sure there is. whatever it is. PLEASE I DONT WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER TERM IN I.T. Although I.T. has been my whole life and all, and I probably can troubleshoot quite well. BUT YEAH, I HATE IT, SICK OF IT, AND ITS STRESSFUL.
Yeah, I know, I've been quite a prodigy in computers ever since 5/6 years old when I learned how to use the computer through MS DOS, during times when computers had GUI, or in layman's terms, the interface. And how I picked up HTML in primary school after tampering around with blogskins and source codes, and started designing my own blogskins. Yeah, that's all fun, but I don't want to do all those stuff as a JOB or something to do during the rest of my life.
I'm just in it for the games and expanding ma knowledge of IT yo. Programming's all fancy and interesting and all, but it just ain't my passion. It's like, when you do something, you get that "EGH" feeling in your heart, saying like "WOAH, IM DOING WHAT I LIKE. I LOVE MY LIFE".
It was during secondry school when I picked up photography, that I suddenly had this "EGH" feeling. AND IT FEELS DAMN GOOOOOD to have uber nice pictures. (But too bad, my com crashed, all the pictures are gone. ftw) Art was damn fun in secondry school days, too bad my school didn't have Art Streams. ):
What I can tell is that where my passion really lies is in the Arts. I never really had an ambition since young. And I wondered what would I be when I grow up. Of course, there's always the "LIVE YOUR LIFE IN ARMY" plan, but it's kinda lame. I.T. proffesional? YAWN.
But one day, I thought, what if I can just do anything I want. Even if there is no income, that's where my passion lies, and that's all enough. I want to live my life doing something I love. Not to make money. Not because I'm forced. Not to shine. But just because I like it. And I've thought hard. I guess what I want to do is get better at is mainly photography and painting.
Which reminds me, I did have an ambition. It was during Sec3 when I realized, I wanted to be a photojournalist, travel around the world taking pictures. And when I grow old, spend my days painting. Then I would share my photos and paintings with my grandchildren.
Awwww. Good ending. HAHAHAHA. wow, its all so planned out. I hope it goes that way then.
Ok. Time to play something. I'm getting bored. GOOSMORNING EVERYONE! :D
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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