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Thursday, August 23, 2007, 7:02 PM

Im freaking confused now.
WILL DESIGN SCHOOL HAVE AN OCTOBER INTAKE OR NOT!?
Amos says no.
Ronald says Moses says there is. And he's 100% sure there is.
whatever it is.
PLEASE I DONT WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER TERM IN I.T.
Although I.T. has been my whole life and all, and I probably can troubleshoot quite well.
BUT YEAH, I HATE IT, SICK OF IT, AND ITS STRESSFUL.

Yeah, I know, I've been quite a prodigy in computers ever since 5/6 years old when I learned how to use the computer through MS DOS, during times when computers had GUI, or in layman's terms, the interface. And how I picked up HTML in primary school after tampering around with blogskins and source codes, and started designing my own blogskins. Yeah, that's all fun, but I don't want to do all those stuff as a JOB or something to do during the rest of my life.

I'm just in it for the games and expanding ma knowledge of IT yo. Programming's all fancy and interesting and all, but it just ain't my passion. It's like, when you do something, you get that "EGH" feeling in your heart, saying like "WOAH, IM DOING WHAT I LIKE. I LOVE MY LIFE".

It was during secondry school when I picked up photography, that I suddenly had this "EGH" feeling. AND IT FEELS DAMN GOOOOOD to have uber nice pictures. (But too bad, my com crashed, all the pictures are gone. ftw) Art was damn fun in secondry school days, too bad my school didn't have Art Streams. ):

What I can tell is that where my passion really lies is in the Arts. I never really had an ambition since young. And I wondered what would I be when I grow up. Of course, there's always the "LIVE YOUR LIFE IN ARMY" plan, but it's kinda lame. I.T. proffesional? YAWN.

But one day, I thought, what if I can just do anything I want. Even if there is no income, that's where my passion lies, and that's all enough. I want to live my life doing something I love. Not to make money. Not because I'm forced. Not to shine. But just because I like it. And I've thought hard. I guess what I want to do is get better at is mainly photography and painting.

Which reminds me, I did have an ambition. It was during Sec3 when I realized, I wanted to be a photojournalist, travel around the world taking pictures. And when I grow old, spend my days painting. Then I would share my photos and paintings with my grandchildren.

Awwww. Good ending. HAHAHAHA. wow, its all so planned out. I hope it goes that way then.

Ok. Time to play something. I'm getting bored.
GOOSMORNING EVERYONE! :D