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Monday, April 09, 2007, 6:40 PM
Its hard trying to keep 2 different parts of your life apart because living 2 lives is already as hard as it gets. Certain issues being uber touchy and WILL cause someone to flip out. You can't just mix them both. I know, I've tried. From the looks of it, I won't try it again. Well, you can't expect others who know the both of you to behave in 2 different ways in different situations. Sooner or later, they'll let it slip. You can never trust people with secrets if it was never meant to reach the ears of a third party.
I'm not surprised. Their "I never could've imagined" faces. I get that alot.
Once you trust the wrong person, too late. Just sit back and watch the conflagration burn down your life, slowly and painfully. It's no use trying to explain. And the worse that could happen: Blackmail, either intentionally, or unintentionally. People will do just anything to get back at you.
Once again, I'll type it here again. It's not funny.
Discussing personal matters IN FRONT of a third party is not funny at all.
Even if you're just saying things that are related to it, because to me, you're just giving away hints for the third party to guess.
But oh well. I cant stay angry. Wait, I don't even have to be angry. You will realise yourself what you have done, and seek for an empty forgiveness. And I'll just sit here and stare at the screen or my phone, and laugh. How predictable.
Now, I can't help it but smile. Looking at all this in another way, it's all quite funny.
To be able to understand. Everything being so clear. It's amusing to know you can take thinking to a whole new level.
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Monday, April 09, 2007, 6:40 PM
Its hard trying to keep 2 different parts of your life apart because living 2 lives is already as hard as it gets. Certain issues being uber touchy and WILL cause someone to flip out. You can't just mix them both. I know, I've tried. From the looks of it, I won't try it again. Well, you can't expect others who know the both of you to behave in 2 different ways in different situations. Sooner or later, they'll let it slip. You can never trust people with secrets if it was never meant to reach the ears of a third party.
I'm not surprised. Their "I never could've imagined" faces. I get that alot.
Once you trust the wrong person, too late. Just sit back and watch the conflagration burn down your life, slowly and painfully. It's no use trying to explain. And the worse that could happen: Blackmail, either intentionally, or unintentionally. People will do just anything to get back at you.
Once again, I'll type it here again. It's not funny.
Discussing personal matters IN FRONT of a third party is not funny at all.
Even if you're just saying things that are related to it, because to me, you're just giving away hints for the third party to guess.
But oh well. I cant stay angry. Wait, I don't even have to be angry. You will realise yourself what you have done, and seek for an empty forgiveness. And I'll just sit here and stare at the screen or my phone, and laugh. How predictable.
Now, I can't help it but smile. Looking at all this in another way, it's all quite funny.
To be able to understand. Everything being so clear. It's amusing to know you can take thinking to a whole new level.
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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