Saturday, February 10, 2007, 7:30 PM
WAIT. Wait a freaking minute. Don't give me that crap. WTF is "I don't know what I did" supposed to mean? OH WAIT, you don't even KNOW half the things you do. Yes, the world is yours, but that doesn't mean you can go around being YOU and not giving a FUCK about other people and their feelings.
Oh, what? What did you say? "SORRY" ? To be frank, I'm so freaking SICK of that word. You don't know what YOU did, and it seems that you DON'T even care to find out, not even ONE SMALL TINY PATHETIC EFFORT. You can't even imagine the anger, sadness, hatred and depression I went through because of your actions in the first place. Oh well, its seems SO YOU.
Yes, I guess you've realized. Lots of people are treating you differently now. It's not my intention to make them that way. You want to know why? Why everyone was still treating you right when we're still BUDDIES? Yeah, they already hated you in the first place, you're just completely oblivious to all that hidden hatred. They knew we were close, and they knew it would REALLY disappoint me if they kept shootin' at ya because FOR ALL THESE YEARS, I've been the one behind, beside and infront of you, DEFENDING your freaking reputation and trying to persuade them that you're actually a NICE GUY. I NEVER wanted anything from you. The only thing I NEEDED was to be treated the RIGHT way. Thats all.
It went fine, yes, although you're an intolerable insensitive piece of shit, it seems out of the whole school, I was the one who could actually tolerate you and your antics. Why? Because I thought you were different. For once, I had someone close enough to call a BROTHER, and I REALLY do think you are cool, although you have SUCH a shitty attitude. You were WORTH every single FREAKING BREAKDOWN I held back and endured.
Yes, it was THAT bad. But I was right though. 2 months in ACJC DID turn you to SUCH a JERK. More than I could handle, more than EVER. Fine, you have BETTER and more WORTHY friends. Friends most are JUST LIKE YOU.
You know what? I could actually see the BIG FREAKING difference between your ACJC FRIENDS and Kenn/Daniel 's SAJC FRIENDS. You should know from this comparison, which of them treats me in a decent way and which makes me feel like an inferior piece of SHIT on the floor.
Just to refresh you memory, let me ask. "Did you have fun at JJC jackass?"
Let me remind you that I made a promise to you last time, and I intend to keep it. I'm not a jerk. Expect an envelope at your mailbox at the end of this month.
Oh, and also CONGRATULATIONS on your 6 distinctions. I would be so damn proud of you now, but I hate you too much to even do that. You are indeed, ACJC MATERIAL.
Good Luck then, and have fun without me in your life. I made up my mind, and nothing's gonna change it. Goodbye.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007, 7:30 PM
WAIT. Wait a freaking minute. Don't give me that crap. WTF is "I don't know what I did" supposed to mean? OH WAIT, you don't even KNOW half the things you do. Yes, the world is yours, but that doesn't mean you can go around being YOU and not giving a FUCK about other people and their feelings.
Oh, what? What did you say? "SORRY" ? To be frank, I'm so freaking SICK of that word. You don't know what YOU did, and it seems that you DON'T even care to find out, not even ONE SMALL TINY PATHETIC EFFORT. You can't even imagine the anger, sadness, hatred and depression I went through because of your actions in the first place. Oh well, its seems SO YOU.
Yes, I guess you've realized. Lots of people are treating you differently now. It's not my intention to make them that way. You want to know why? Why everyone was still treating you right when we're still BUDDIES? Yeah, they already hated you in the first place, you're just completely oblivious to all that hidden hatred. They knew we were close, and they knew it would REALLY disappoint me if they kept shootin' at ya because FOR ALL THESE YEARS, I've been the one behind, beside and infront of you, DEFENDING your freaking reputation and trying to persuade them that you're actually a NICE GUY. I NEVER wanted anything from you. The only thing I NEEDED was to be treated the RIGHT way. Thats all.
It went fine, yes, although you're an intolerable insensitive piece of shit, it seems out of the whole school, I was the one who could actually tolerate you and your antics. Why? Because I thought you were different. For once, I had someone close enough to call a BROTHER, and I REALLY do think you are cool, although you have SUCH a shitty attitude. You were WORTH every single FREAKING BREAKDOWN I held back and endured.
Yes, it was THAT bad. But I was right though. 2 months in ACJC DID turn you to SUCH a JERK. More than I could handle, more than EVER. Fine, you have BETTER and more WORTHY friends. Friends most are JUST LIKE YOU.
You know what? I could actually see the BIG FREAKING difference between your ACJC FRIENDS and Kenn/Daniel 's SAJC FRIENDS. You should know from this comparison, which of them treats me in a decent way and which makes me feel like an inferior piece of SHIT on the floor.
Just to refresh you memory, let me ask. "Did you have fun at JJC jackass?"
Let me remind you that I made a promise to you last time, and I intend to keep it. I'm not a jerk. Expect an envelope at your mailbox at the end of this month.
Oh, and also CONGRATULATIONS on your 6 distinctions. I would be so damn proud of you now, but I hate you too much to even do that. You are indeed, ACJC MATERIAL.
Good Luck then, and have fun without me in your life. I made up my mind, and nothing's gonna change it. Goodbye.
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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.
So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.
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