Neon blue.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006, 12:12 PM

(Vulgar Warning)

Betrayed. Once again.
Pissed Off. Once again.

How do you feel when someone you FUCKING trusted betrayed your trust just like *snap*? Well, I know I've betrayed someone before in the past. Now, I'm the victim, and now I REALLY know how it feels like.

Firstly, I would like to once again, apologise for my past mistake. Thank you for still being my friend. =)

Secondly, I would like to vent out my FUCKING anger. The reason I'm blogging in the middle of the week and at this time is, hopefully, I can get rid of this FUCKING migraine which has been haunting me for the past 2 WEEKS. Seriously, I have a million and one things in my head, buzzing and bouncing off my cranium, and to make things worse, I find myself falling asleep without realizing it. Its like, when I'm reading a book, minding my own business, and suddenly, *POOF*, it all just turns black, and I find myself lying in a heap of my own dazed self-concious being.

Lifesigns:
Currently eliminating tolerance from my Character. I know I've been going around, telling people with problems to tolerate and give in, be the bigger person. Well, there's a part I missed. It has an EXPIRATION date, and mine's just about up. No need to elaborate more on this, as I have done so in my past posts.

I also have advice for some people who talk behind my back and think I'm inadequate in some way or doing something wrong from their perspective. Hello people. Can I tell you to FUCK OFF. Yes, I do appreciate the constant reminding, or when you show your attitude to tell me that what I'm doing is wrong. But please. If you DON'T know the whole story, well, better not try to FUCK me around with your comments or critisicms. I have my own reasons for doing things, and if you don't like it, well, I guess theres no other reason for you to be here than to FUCK OFF.

And with that,
I apologise to you fellow
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Boys and Girls,
Children Of All Ages
for the harsh language and thank you for lending me your ears.

Cya at school losers.

Profile

"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.