Neon blue.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006, 1:25 PM

**update** 19/07/06
**update** 21/07/06
Revising My Attitude.

Quite recently I've been thinking a lot about my attitude.
Yes. You may know me as Luffy, the friendly and funny weird dude.
He is also a nice guy and has many good qualities. (LOL, as if other people don't.)
RIGHT. By the time you guys read the line above, you might thinking "ewww" or "wtf, why is this faggot praising himself so much?". FUCK it lah. Thats just a stupid reaction in your brain that tells you to do that when people say good things about themselves.

I have realized. These past years, I've been enjoying being the clown.the fool.the joker. Never to be taken seriously. Never flipped out or gone crazy in front of a friend before. I give in a lot and I MEAN A LOT to people, because I enjoy making other people happy and make lots of friends. Its not wrong if you don't realize this, because its not supposed to be realized. People and their attitude simply blend into the autonomous cycle of life, without even knowing of it. You get so accustomed to them, you don't need reminding. They're as if, at the back of your mind, in between the pages of life. You think you KNOW whats ATTITUDE. Well, you're not even near it.

Enough of all this philosophical talk and lets get to the point. All these years, I let people walk all over me, and still I'm fine with it. I do ERRANDS. I do FAVOURS. All for the sake of being a friend, never asking anything for return. Heck, if someone saw me fucking beat up some dude, he would think its gonna be the end of the world. I laugh and joke. I have lots of friends. I GOT laughed and joked at. I got bossed around. I got bullied. I got insulted. I got backstabbed. But I don't care. Im happy. Even though 25% or more of them are so FUCKING insensitive, never give in or are just FUCKED up, I, again, do not care. Because they are my friends who I really care for. I don't care what that dude did to me yesterday, or whether that girl was spreading rumours about me. If he/she 's my friend, I'll be there to help him/her anytime. Yes. I have been enjoying my social life all along.

UP TILL NOW.

Right Now. I'm so Fucking pissed. No, I didn't get insulted. Nor did some "embarrasing" photo of me was shown to SOME friends. After all these years of FUCKING PURE TOLERANCE, the kind of tolerance 80% of you losers out there can't even show, even a hairline of it. I cannot take it ANYMORE. Seems like Singaporeans nowadays really do take things for granted. And taking advantage of things they see everyday, constantly poking around for loopholes and cracks.

Well, seems that some people HAVE found out a soft spot in my wall. While they're digging in the wall, might as well I burn it down. It would kill them, but I'll burn down my house too. Its Worth IT.

Thou laugh with Joy.
Then cry with Sorrow.
Alas, thy fiend has arriveth.

Get Off My Face. don't be suprised if I shut you up instead of making the usual fool or lame joke about myself.

**UPDATE**

Yes. Im flawed. I have my own problems. Well, what can you expect. I'm human. I'm not some self-proclaimed FINEST and PERFECT. Unlike the normal average, or should I say normal, average, HIGH-CLASS-THINKING human being who always brags on about how good he is, how perfect he is, how RICH he is, I at least tend to give a fuck about other people. I know I'm not rich. I know I'm not popular. And I sure HELL KNOW that I'm not the best and brightest. I don't need to be all that. Theres no need to be the dominant one here. What counts is being happy. Happiness. The only key that will keep you locked away from this desolate materialistic world.

For those who I have recently offended, I have nothing to say, except congrats for being my first few victims. If you're still not happy with me, then just FUCK off please. I don't need you to keep appearing around me, most probably on purpose just to give me a fucked up face and look away once I actually do take notice of you. What? You think you can show attitude? You think its ALL about you in this world? you you you? The world would be 1% unhappy if you were? wtf. Yeahyeahyeah, I'm Mr Luffy. MR NICE. People don't care about me because I seem so contented and happy all my life.

PLEASE LAH. Just for the record. No one in the history of friends has ever seen me even slightly aligned in anger. So please. Don't let be this year the first.

Get up, wake up and GET A LIFE please.

oh btw. almost broke Daryl's nose todae. Who ask you stand behind me? cb, then bleed alot sommore. nb scare me when heard this cracking sound at the back of my head. see lah? disturb me kena already. fuck, i so power. WHAHAHAa.wth man.

**UPDATE**

Thanks guys. No really, "thanks" for yet, another fucked up day. Seems like nowadays people don't really SEE the value of having friends. All they care about is their EGO. Fucking egomaniacs.

Yeah. Go ahead. Kill each other. I don't care anymore. Before you come asking me to help you, first, ask me whether DO I LOOK LIKE I FUCKING CARE?! Well, I tried to be helpful and make everyone happy, but it seems that I'm not appreciated one bit. I'm not saying that I NEED appreciation, fuck, I sound so desperate. I'm just saying, is it worth to be the dominant one and risk losing a friend? Has there been any thought of GIVING IN inside that empty coconut head of yours? Well, I think you better FUCKING START because I won't be around to "fix" things anymore.

With that, since there is nothing else I would like to say, I bid you guys. FAREWELL.
now fuckoff.
[Luffy]

Profile

"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.