Neon blue.

Saturday, July 22, 2006, 2:40 AM

I find myself still dwelling on the things I've done in the past. Things that have happened. Is regret the word I should use now? Well, NEVER. I'm happy that I did those things and no matter what happens, nothing will change the past.

Apologetic.
But I am sorry. Sorry for making you cry. I know you thought I was angry at you or something, but no. Its not you. So please. Smile. I did feel better anyway, knowing someone actually cried for me. Thank You very much. Your tears are precious. Save them for another occasion. Like during my funeral or something. =)

Annoyance.
Yes. You. You know who you are. Firstly, by being a MAN, I would like to apologise to you for breaking your promise. But don't you remember the ACTUAL promise? All I know is I promised not to bring IT to school. THATS ALL. So there's no reason for you to flip out like that. You said nothing about people coming to my house and all. Stop being so...ugh. You see? I even ran out of words to describe you. I have enough problems already. Stop being a pest please.

Anger.
Fuck. I know I can't change you. But at least, could you adjust to the enviroment and accept people for who they are? You can't change people too you know, and all this while, you ARE being NEGATIVE. Criticising every single thing you hate is not "cool". It just makes you one fucking bloody meany. You are not ALWAYS the victim you know.

There only these 3 feelings that cloud me now.
I'm not going to deal with anymore nonsense.
You come to find trouble, thats what you'll get.

Profile

"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.