Neon blue.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006, 8:39 AM

Yaawwn....i think im turning nocturnal...been sleeping at 6am nowadays..wtf.
the only stuff that i could possibly blame on:

1.Friendster.haha,i like uploading photos.
2.Blogging.wads more to do than this?
3.CHINESE LOVE MOVIES >.< !!
4.The sweet tranquility of night.veri nice and peaceful.
5.Privacy.No pesky brothers peeking over my shoulder while i blog.
6.MSN.theres still friends to talk to at 3am++.
7.and stuff you guys mostly do at night.Excluding stuff that are just wrong and immoral.
You know wad i mean.

Been playing games less nowadays..well, actually,i havent even touched my w.a.s.d directional buttons for gaming control for a long time now.i think thats both a good and bad sign.

Good: Games are not my life anymore.YAY. this is a really big achivement for me.
Reason: for a guy like me whu grew up with games. while in k1 and k2, i played Ultima VIII, Rise of Triad, Terminal Velocity and Syndicate Wars.and not forgetting Peter Pan and The Privateer. whoa.. mostly big,violent action packed games and i completed most of them. i could also easily manupilate the textual world of MS-DOS, not an easy thing for a 6-year-old at that time. not bad for a boy still in pre-school eh?.Well,Im really greatful i have a rehabilitated life now. sometimes it makes me wanna cry for joy. Now even the scream of DOTA from my frens don't even entice me animore. GameFreaks.Losers.nowadays when people ask me if im up for a game, its either a no, or a social yes. =)

Bad: Well, now that Games are gone, there other things that start to control my life.
Reasons: Stuff like blogging,clothes,social status,results etc are all starting to creep in from all directions now. well. as all teenagers will go through, puberty is kicking in. lol. i hate that word. reminds me of the word Pube. dont really now wat it means, but i dont wanna know. haha. hmph. word now goes around the sec 4 cohourt about me being a "Horny Grinder". oh well. at least i noe whu are the ones spreading it. not really proud of that title btw. Thankgod that feeling is gone now. im normal now. So dont get any funny ideas into ur head guys.

Ugh. i need to go Guardian now. my wound are like.dripping.with.gooey.stuff. Eww. i noe its disgusting. bear with me guys. hahas.

Well, i guess thats all for today. Please visit regularly for more updates.

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"Lunfy", haha. I'm 19 this year. I like loud people, sports, gym, dancing, singing, the beach, whatever that makes me feel alive. Well, I guess I'll look like any other guy out on the street if you see me. Just like how everyone looks like. But if you do take the time and trouble to know the people you deemed "similar" and "insignificant", the world wouldn't look so big anymore. I like being nice to people, people whom I've never known, seen or spoken to before. Pretty much random acts of kindness, not caring to whom, what, when or where. But too bad, almost no one in this country doesn't really know how to react to kindness. Either they'll act as if nothing happened or stare at you like some freak. I always believed that a single smile can change someone's life totally. I'm a heavy chain smoker, but I did manage to cut down alot this year. I appreciate a wide range of music. I hate the fact that some people label themselves with genres and be so narrow-minded about music. I believe no one can find true love, because it finds you. Till then, please be patient. Don't go starting off meaningless relationships or relationships you know that won't last. I hate the fact that out in the streets, people are collecting cans for a living while our ministers dance around and earn millions each year. Politics around the world are getting more and more ridiculous each day. To me, there seems to be no such thing as democracy anymore, but downright capitalism everywhere. I support movements for human rights and against animal abuse. Even though our freedom and rights have been taken away by ridiculous laws, I believe we can still make a difference one day. Once I told my friends I'd stay here and fight for what I believe in till I made a difference rather than migrate with them to somewhere else, and I got made fun of. It's okay I guess, because some people don't really understand. I have a bad habit of observing people, their actions, reactions, and attitude. But oh well, at least that makes me get along with almost everyone I meet in my life. I just pity people with social defects.

So that's all for now. Maybe I'll add more stuff soon and maybe some pictures. See ya.